– . . .with everything. Writing, life, relationships, keeping the flat clean- just everything.
-It’s after 2pm and I still have yet to write one word on my dissertation today.
-I can’t remember the last time I worked out.
-Money issues have overtaken my worry over the dissertation- which is kind of sad really.
-The only time in days I have been relaxed was when we went to see Goblet of Fire last night. It was 2 + hours where I didn’t have to think- and just waited for Barty Crouch Jr. to show some tongue action. 😉
-Everything seems to set me off emotionally.
-I just want to know that everything is going to work out and I am not going to end up on the streets begging for money. (Granted if I were an optimist, I would already feel that way, but with the money to run out by August 1, my dissertation due August 3, and no idea if I’ve gotten into the PhD program, all I can see is the reality of the situation, and it ain’t pretty. I’d rather be sad and realistic about the next 2 months than optimistic- and then have it all come crashing down)
-Yes, I know that’s sad.
-I better get writing. Too bad I can’ t use this word count toward my dissertation.
-Hopefully I will be back tomorrow with a much happier post.