I will be home by the end of the month. I’ve accepted it and moved on. Now I need to face the future and everything I left behind. I have a lot of worries, such as being able to find a job, and getting to said job, find my own place to live (eventually), and settling debts that weren’t settled before I left, and subsequently were not dealt with while I’ve been here, as well I haven’t had the money to deal with it, nor was I aware of some of it, as my mail wasn’t forwarded here.
I didn’t want to talk about any of this, but I figured it’s who I am, a financial screw up who has no one to blame but herself, and no one to fall back on. So I need to get home, deal with it, as much as it will suck, and hope I can manage through. I honestly have no idea what I am going to do. I have no assets, no stocks, and will be coming back with my clothes and a few personal items. I do not know what the legal ramifications of all this will be, nor do I know who I can have help me with these things (I don’t really want to have to involve my family, as it is *my* problem and I need to deal with it like an adult.
I’m looking into state agencies that can help advise me as best as I can not being home and am trying to get as much done as I can before I get back home, while I have free time on my hands. I’ve acquired my credit report and got in touch with an agency that helps people in my home state. If anyone has any practical solutions besides the obvious, please let me know.
I want to thank everyone who has offered advice, help, and hugs throughout the past week. It means a lot to me.