I don’t even know what I am doing anymore. I’m an emotional wreck, and I can hardly think straight.
In 2 weeks I will be home, and the thought just depresses me. This was not supposed to happen.
I have no idea what I am going to do- there don’t seem to be many jobs out there that I am qualified for, never mind the fact I am coming back after school has started in some instances, making it a bit hard to get an open position.
I’m just so stressed and emotional and I have no idea where to start. I start packing and then I have to stop b/c I get too upset. Same in looking for jobs- even if I found one I have no idea how I am actually going to get to one with no transportation (again no one’s fault but mine).
It makes me wonder how people who have nothing make it work, no money or financial support. How do they get to work? If I lived somewhere where there was public transport, ok, but then how do I move there without any money to start with? I could just scream I’m so frustrated over all of this.
Any constructive ideas are welcome.