“Is it nice not being me? It must be so relaxing.”

Another week has passed and I’ve done bugger all. I did go to the beach on Tuesday, but that has little significance on my work. Or lack there of. I haven’t posted since I haven’t really had anything to say or talk about other than the normal, and that is so boring.

So what did I do besides go to the beach on Tuesday? Read fanfiction. Go to the Apple store while Steph got her computer. I think I ran twice? (My back has been really sore, so I’ve been trying to go easy.) I did laundry. I napped. I watched Dallas. I listened to the Maccabees over and over. (Thanks for that, BC.)

Watching Dallas as an adult now, not as 10 year old me, is a bit enlightening. First of all, why the hell was I “in love” with JR? Why did I choose to emulate Sue Ellen? I really did. I would dress in my nicest skirts and tops and a ginger ale bottle filled with water pretending it was vodka. And I wondered why my peers thought I was a freak!

So let’s hope this week is better for me overall.


1 Comment

  1. hayes
    01/04/2012 / 19:01

    I loved Ayr. The ocean views were great, city was little divey/druggy with being a sea port and all, but I like gritty.

    I don’t know how to help you. It’s frustrating to see how stuck you are and not be able to create the perfect words of encouragment for you to make better choices. You’re smart, you know what the right thing to do is. This seems so similar to before. You know how to make yourself happier and healthier – you’ve put loads of hard work into learning everything about it. I just feel helpless as to how to convince you you’re worth taking care of. Is there a possible TV addiction that is de-railing your life? How would you go about working on minimizing that method of escapism?

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